Hmm....

[miss_merry_chan]

Okay, I've been thinking about this song I've been playing on repeat all day. ^_^

Obviously, the song is about losing childhood and innocence(or so I believe) and that it's kind of scary growing-up. Well...In a sense...I don't have to grow up. I regress too much to where it's become an almost all day thing! It comforts me, and since my doctors say since I have too many disorders to be able to function in a working atmosphere, I won't have to work. I am on SSI, so that's fixed. So, with all this extra time, I just regress and play.

And that's something special.

"No, you're just messed-up!"

Yes and no. I am sick, but I get to live my life the way tons of people would like to. Happy, carefree, and with Alice in Wonderland playing in the background whenever I'm doing something!

I told my mom this and she says it's a good way to look at my regression. It's not a good way. It's the only way.

-Merry

Comments

[bostonwifeandmom]

as I said in the other entry, I like that song :)

I think you're mom rephrased it a lil differently but it meant what you said, it's the only way. I think sometimes your mom's not sure how to phrase things it seems but I'm sure she understand this.
*hugs*

[miss_merry_chan]

*hugs* Yeah. She does understand me and stuff, just sometimes we fight. ;)

[daydream]

You're right; it is the only way.

♥.

[miss_merry_chan]

^_^ ♥